|the river of a million reproductions|
Tue Jan 01 08 / 1:29 PM
Did Rolf tell me for the first time last night that he loved me? Or was it a drunken dream? I said it back, if it actually occurred. It would be better if it hadn't.
The night before he managed to ask the most personal question and seemingly open up the avenue of learning more about me. Yet the conclusion to the opening statement "You seem surreal to me. Who are you? I feel like I only know you in 2D." became about how in an overtired state of mind he was having difficulty differentiating the symbolic Girlfriend from the actual girlfriend.
How can he love me if he doesn't know me? How can I love him?