the eternal desperate calculation
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latest archive about email links yearbook japan photoblog wish list	Fri Sep 28 07 / 11:43 PM Things with Rolf are so easy, in every way that things with him weren't. Rolf wants to spend time with me and wants to take care of me and it's never a favour. I didn't realize that could count for so much in a relationship, that these things could possibly lead me to love someone. My memories of him are so distant now, I can barely think of him. Knowing the way he would treat me, even if he loved me, brooks no attraction to me. Things with Rolf would be much easier, however, if my attraction to him was all-encompassing instead of this small, private affair. One half of the equation was enough with him; will the other half be enough with Rolf?
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Lisa Higgs
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