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latest archive about email links yearbook japan photoblog wish list	Tue Apr 17 07 / 9:28 PM The only reason I still want him in my life is because I can't stand the feeling of being completely cut from his. I look forward to when he is gone and his absence is no longer a hole; to when I am in a relationship with someone better; to when his complete disinterest in me is a mutual feeling. But he will never acknowledge me in any real-world way, and I will always be hurt by that.
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