Monday morning tiara
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latest archive about email links yearbook japan photoblog wish list	Wed Jan 05 05 / 9:48 AM Tanya left Japan today, and she still hasn't told me. The second she feels one iota of desire to do something, she does it; so the moment she felt homesick, she left. It was inevitable that the thought would cross her mind, thus it was inevitable she would leave. I can't believe she didn't tell me she was going. Then again, the very act of leaving me alone in a foreign country does seem to go hand in hand with not letting me know. I hate that I find it so hard to make friends that I even considered being okay with this. I hate that she threw away our friendship because her third day on her own in her permanent city was a bummer. I hate that Sam is getting along with her right now and fueled her desire to return, when in two weeks they will hate each other again, and I hate that Sam will be happy she's back and not think about what she did to me, and I hate that my friendship with Sam ended when she met him and I hate that she partly came between us on purpose. I hate that I don't know what I'm doing here, but at least it was fun when she was here, and I hate that I am finally going to cry in Japan and it's because of somebody hurting me and not because I'm homesick.
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Lisa Higgs
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