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latest archive about email links yearbook japan photoblog wish list	Mon Nov 01 04 / 11:08 AM I have come all the way to Japan to feel unfulfilled. Somehow I thought that the act of coming to Japan would make me a different person; instead it has shown me exactly what is wrong with the person I am. My life since university has been nothing but a labourious exercise in killing time while time of course does much worse to me. Living life well seemed like such a great purpose, but the necessity of having to work to live makes that purpose seem impossible. I am here to make money, and while I am not doing that I wonder what I am doing. Playing house in my aparment with improvised items like I used to do with my dollhouse has been enough to get me through the first week in Yokohama. But today I found out that the six months I was to be here while my new house is being built has been delayed to eight months. I spent all last year doing nothing, and it only gets harder. Can you procrastinate a life?
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Lisa Higgs
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