another night at the Roxbury
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latest archive about email links yearbook japan photoblog wish list	Mon Aug 02 04 / 11:30 PM Another 4 hours at Barrymore's, another $30, another top-level-table-on-the-left-side meeting with people I used to work with at the bookstore. Tanya took charge, because she's definitely the cooler one, and I found myself in a Bay Street living room filled with musical instruments, smoking poorly rolled joints with half of a Chapters staffroom. Despite anybody's initial reaction to Tanya, there's a craziness about her that's irresistible, a frenetic warmth that makes everybody want to be with her. But even though I'm usually left laughing along with them all to something I didn't hear, I still don't know if I really want to be that kind of person. Guys respond because she flirts with them, girls respond because she's into socializing. Even though I don't really want the kind of attention that would make me have 100 people on my blocked list, I wish I were that comfortable with people. I wish I was cool.
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Lisa Higgs
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