interesting is not the same as optimal
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Mon Apr 26 04 / 7:45 PM

Barrymore's sucked last night. Too many younger than me people and their early 90s taste in 80s music. They were all finished school for the year and I couldn't even remember what that was like. It was unfortunate that after so many invitations, other people besides the core group decided to come, and I didn't have a good time and gave them nothing to recommend the experience.

Awhile ago Renuka and I were talking about how I, somewhat unconsciously, seem to keep my different friends and boyfriend seperate from each other. For someone who doesn't have very many friends to begin with, perhaps this lack of social grace makes sense. At the end of the conversation I concluded to try and start blending these spheres because I could think of no good reason why I shouldn't.

And I still think that. But after becoming annoyed at his constant attempts to act like my boyfriend at Barrymore's - when all I wanted was to drink and dance and laugh with other people who wanted only that as well - I realized that I should still mix my friends and my boyfriend, but some places need to remain mine.



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Lisa Higgs
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