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Tue Mar 16 04 / 6:37 PM My uncle has been home for almost a week and tonight he finally asked me when I would be moving out. Of course it was a fair question, but it seems so unfair that he came back so early and ruined the greatest temporary feeling of ease I have ever had. And I want to move out, and I want to move on, but I don't know how. I recognize the problem, and I recognize what must be done, but somehow I can't do it. I am paralyzed by my own dysfunction. The question he really asked was, "So when are you going to Japan?" as I had indicated when I moved in that this was likely to be my next step. But I think if I went to teach in Japan I would feel more alone than I do now, and I don't want that. |
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