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Thu Mar 27 03 / 12:34 AM

I feel surprisingly good right now on my way to work at the bookstore. Dressed a little better than usual, hair great, last night's makeup holding, and keeping back tiredness with momentum. It will last about an hour.

Last night was hard, though. I couldn't sleep because I had only been awake for 9 hours. I was mad at him for breaking our date, but probably still playing EverQuest. And a day at work would be facing me tomorrow when I got up, hurting me physically and mentally.

I hate my job at Chapters. I hate that I am too shy or unconfident or unpeople-skilled to go get a bar job I would like and could do. I hate this boredom with him, my life, my future.



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Lisa Higgs
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