revisiting long weekend
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latest archive about email links yearbook japan photoblog wish list	Tue Aug 06 02 / 11:07 PM After a long weekend spent camping with him and his group, Tuesday is already over and August seems out of my hands. I felt awkward most of all, hanging out with a group of best friends, but also jealous and occasionally happy. There were a few odd moments of real bonding, but they seemed to be forgotten the next day when the marijuana smoke cleared. I want the friendship these people share, and I suppose I do also want to be friends with them. The camp was ten minutes down the street from Sharbot Lake, where two years ago on my last date with Gilbert, there were stars in the sky and in the lake, so beautiful that I wept. I tried to find that beauty this weekend with him, but it was too foggy.
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Lisa Higgs
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