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Thu Aug 01 02 / 11:05 PM I think I was in some stage of nervous breakdown last night. I felt sad, I felt scared, I felt sickened, and I didn't even want to snap out of it. My mind felt like it was trying to detach from my body because it couldn't stand living there anymore. I felt like I was trapped and moving towards a brick wall, unable to move except to watch. I was on a collision course with fate, and the best way I can describe the feeling is dread and inevitable. I cried in the movie theatre, I cried while lying beside him, and nobody knew. When I finally responded, "Because I have a lot on my mind", he gave me a goodnight kiss and went home to play EverQuest. |
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