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Tue Jun 25 02 / 10:57 PM

In the spirit of updating, I suppose I should explore my life right now. But the now has always been the biggest problem for me.

I hate time. There never will be enough, and it will never be the right moment. In my mind, I place myself in the past, more often in the future, but never in the present. The present embarrasses me. Even when I am doing well (and I am not right now), it could always be better, and so I decline to talk about it.

Have you ever noticed that about me? I rarely talk about myself.

But for all my disdain for the present, I can wait indefinitely for the future. I do not want to give up any more time than I have to. Time always leaves before I have a chance to do anything meaningful with it.

I'm 22, but it's less than four months until my birthday. It's June 25th, and tomorrow it will be October 17; just like yesterday feels like it was April.

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Lisa Higgs

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latest archive about email links yearbook japan photoblog wish list	Tue Jun 25 02 / 10:57 PM In the spirit of updating, I suppose I should explore my life right now. But the now has always been the biggest problem for me. I hate time. There never will be enough, and it will never be the right moment. In my mind, I place myself in the past, more often in the future, but never in the present. The present embarrasses me. Even when I am doing well (and I am not right now), it could always be better, and so I decline to talk about it. Have you ever noticed that about me? I rarely talk about myself. But for all my disdain for the present, I can wait indefinitely for the future. I do not want to give up any more time than I have to. Time always leaves before I have a chance to do anything meaningful with it. I'm 22, but it's less than four months until my birthday. It's June 25th, and tomorrow it will be October 17; just like yesterday feels like it was April.
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Lisa Higgs
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