how far back the dream goes
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latest archive about email links yearbook japan photoblog wish list	Mon Apr 15 02 / 10:47 PM I have been neglecting creativity lately, for the pursuit of easy amusement. I play my video games and read my novels with all the consistency and tenacity that real work deserves. My life has become a series of the events that just happen. Why don't I do this anymore, when did I stop believing this, how did I get to be ... it just happens. I used to be the one who made them happen. This thinly disguised aimlessness both annoys and enthralls me. I am thoroughly at peace when I am not shamming through work. But I feel so stagnant, so personally unproductive. Time is passing and I am doing nothing but letting it go. Wake up, wake up, from this horrible dream.
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Lisa Higgs
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