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Mon Jul 16 01 / 5:55 AM

I haven't been thinking much lately, and it's so easy to find out I've wasted two weeks that it's scary. I just haven't been excited in so long.

I need to get drunk, or stoned. I need to have a great explosive quasi-philosophical conversation. I need to write, or read, or watch a fabulous show. I need a job to be passionate about. He can't give me these things - it's not fair to expect him to and I don't like that I almost want him to.

I've lost control of the life in Ottawa; now I need one here.

Janet tells me she's moving out. Hmm, does that ever suck. Now nothing will be the same when I come home.



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Lisa Higgs
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