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latest archive about email links yearbook japan photoblog wish list	Wed Mar 14 01 / 6:06 AM It took me a long time to want to live in the present. I endured a past of real human ugliness and imagined greatness before I started enjoying the fact that the opposite was true. At first I longed for the future - not necessarily my future, but the future - so that everyone around me would be different. Then as the years began to roll over too quickly with seemingly no reward, I longed for the past - so that everything would stay the same but still offer the comfort of potential. When I realized it was easier to change myself than a spacetime continuum, I fell in love with the moment. Except right now, I don't love this. This is really bad. Don't get the wrong idea, but I'd rather not live through this.
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Lisa Higgs
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