the lonely passion of
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Tue Feb 13 01 / 5:55 AM

It's kind of scary what I've been doing - or not doing, really - with my life these days. Only I'm not scared. I feel trapped in the little picture when all I want to do are the big things. (And when I use the word "trapped" it makes it sound like it's not my fault.)

I'm bored, but I don't have any money. I feel stupid, but I don't have any discipline. I am happy with everything but myself.

Fault or not, I suppose the earthquakes and the fear must wait until summer.



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Lisa Higgs
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