|well of loneliness|
Mon Jan 12 04 / 6:02 AM
It's 6:00 am and I've just put in a movie, after which I'll probably sleep on the couch in a bid to wake up before it is dark again. That reminds me, I need to open the blinds before I settle in.
Tomorrow I will most likely not shower. I will have two meals at most, including cereal. I might get around to putting away the groceries that have been on the counter for two days, but I will likely not do the dishes that have been in the sink for two weeks.
My life since I moved out of my house and quit my job has been a downhill struggle. Lack of ambition results in depression, and depression removes all ambition. I sometimes think I want to be achieving more, but more often I accept this melancholy and only try to make the best of it, instead of everything else.