the boys of summer
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latest archive about email links yearbook japan photoblog wish list	Mon Aug 11 03 / 1:31 AM After 4 days and nights of camping, smoking pot, drinking, swimming, frying food, slapping mosquitoes, and sitting around a fire, I don't know his friends any better, except maybe Suguru. After 3 years, you'd think I'd be one of the group, but I'm still just his girlfriend. I think it's because they all run their lives together - all their stories involve someone else from the group. All my stories involve people nobody's heard of. Suguru at least, I feel a lot more comfortable with since this weekend. We have unspoken things in common: desire to make every party the hardest, nostalgia for states of friendship that will never come again, camping, gossiping, leading. I am too much of a guy's guy to connect with the girls, which makes me feel fundamentally left out, and to the guys I'm always going to be his girlfriend. Why can't I have a group of friends like this?
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Lisa Higgs
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