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Wed Sep 17 03 / 1:21 AM

In two weeks I will be moving out of the first house I ever bought and sold. In one month I will be 24.

For the past 17 days I've been living entirely on my own, and it is exactly everything I knew it would be. Every single thing in the house is exactly where I left it, and that reduces my stress level by a factor of 4.

It is so gratifying to not talk to Jasmine when she wants something, to not clean up after Janet, to not smell Slava's smoke and teenage friends.

It's all about me, even as I become free to the point of not being conscious of self. I am entirely internal, feeding and playing at whim. I have no need to look at my external appearance when no one else is there to see it. And not seeing it - who's to say it's still there?

I am the ghost of my own house.

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latest archive about email links yearbook japan photoblog wish list	Wed Sep 17 03 / 1:21 AM In two weeks I will be moving out of the first house I ever bought and sold. In one month I will be 24. For the past 17 days I've been living entirely on my own, and it is exactly everything I knew it would be. Every single thing in the house is exactly where I left it, and that reduces my stress level by a factor of 4. It is so gratifying to not talk to Jasmine when she wants something, to not clean up after Janet, to not smell Slava's smoke and teenage friends. It's all about me, even as I become free to the point of not being conscious of self. I am entirely internal, feeding and playing at whim. I have no need to look at my external appearance when no one else is there to see it. And not seeing it - who's to say it's still there? I am the ghost of my own house.
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